Tenebris-Occultos

Is my fake smile all that convincing... Is it that easy to look at me and think I'm alright... Cause I'm not... I get better and happy... But then it comes back... And I can't control it... So just leave me alone... Let me fight my own battles... If I win... I'll win for now... If I lose... Don't miss me... Just be happy that my pain is gone...

a chance, for what i have, wished for, for years now, but like always, any spark of luck, of happiness, pure happiness, gets stolen away, why do people, give you hope, hope for everything you wanted, then crash it down and break it, shatter you, worse then you were before, i want to cry, to scream to the world, all i ever wanted, something very simple, i was so close to getting a chance, a small little chance, but before i even could fantasize what it could be, it gets taken, stolen, lost, all i want so simple, so perfect, i would give my life, to just have 5 minutes, 5 minutes of pure, fully pure, happiness, my 1 dream come true, but like a

I can't re-wright the past, And fix all your problems, But I can do something about the future, You are my friend, No you are more then that, You are my reason to exist, You are my sibling, Not by blood, But by heart, I will protect you, I will keep you safe, I will make you happy, I will go to the end of the earth if it meant you would be happy, I will make the future happy, So the past can be pushed away, I know it will never be forgotten, But I will save you, Save you from what you need saved from, That's my promise to you, And to all those, Who are my, Family, Never in blood, But always in heart, For those who are, Tenshi no Hane

why fear fear, I just locked it away, sometimes it comes out, I try to keep it in, its hard, but i mask the fear with fake happyness, I've got so good at hiding it, my fears, but the simplest things scare me, I don't show that i'm scared, but I I've in constant fear, hiding staying away from people, One person is getting close, close to finding the truth, but when u hide behind happyness, its almost impossible to tell, when you act happy and actually fell happy, as happy as you can be, but making the happyness get bigger, takes talent, talent that I have, i take the little happyness, and I make it larger, make it grow, grow so big you cant e